You don't deserve my tears

For five months I have waited
And held all my tears
But last night I let them flow
I never again wanted to cry for you
Because of what you did
You don't deserve my tears

Because of what you did
I Gave up
I find no hope in humanity
Because of what you did
I see no love in a heart
I look for the corruption
Because of what you did
I no longer care
I try not to feel
I try not to cry
You don't deserve my tears

Because of what you did
I lost the only thing that made me happy
You were what got me through each day
But because of what you did
I don't know what to do

All that is left is tears
Tears that have been waiting to fall
Waiting for me to break
Waiting for me to admit
That I miss your love
But you don't deserve me

Because of what you did
I am now lost
Alone without you or anybody else
You don't deserve my tears
But I still cry for you

NATURE

Showers and showers
Raindrops splashing to the ground
Puddles all around.
Water running in streams
Making for daydreams
Of sunny, warm days
Green grass and trees
In their coat of leaves.
The colorful May flowers
Tulips, daffodils, forget-me-nots and such
So wonderful to look at, smell and touch.
Eagerly awaiting for lilacs to bloom
Chasing away the gloom
Which all these April showers
With their raindrops
Do promise.